I am typing to family members of mine... My mother and my sister... Really will miss you two alot when I am in HK...
We are classmates since Standard 6... But we get to know each others well in Form 4, when you two sit in front of me and JieFu... I forgot how it started... We blow water like mad... And don't know since when, we tend to do many things together... Tuition, go out, etc... We become a gang... It is really nice to have two of you in the gang, we might not have done many special things together... But we have done MANY things together... That makes everything special...
Sorry... I knew there was once in Poi Lam that all of you actually think that I speak things that hurt... I never apologized to two of you... I really tried my very best to rectify it since then... I hope my improvement is satisfying...^^ And thanks for being such nice friends to let me know my mistakes before it is too late...
You two are the ones who have the highest attendance in my gatherings... Haha... I really enjoy to spend time with two of you... I think I will never find better friends in life... I appreciate... Very...
To LPW: Mum, I am leaving loh... Remember to take care of yourself... In our gang, your role is really like a mother... Sometimes, you lead us... Sometimes, you advise us... Sometimes, you support us... Sometimes, you entertain us... It is so nice to have you around... I am serious...^^
When I am not here, remember to continue take care of yourself... I always think you are a very independent girl... You know what you want and you know what are you doing... I always wish I can learn more from you... Hehe...
All the best in your studies... Help me to find a father soon ya... "Dan qing jia ting" no good... Haha...
To FLK: Sis r sis... I am going to leave loh...
I always wonder if you are my real sis, how good it will be? Haha... A beautiful, good and more importantly nice to me de sis... Where to find woh? Haha... I always think this sis of mine has very high EQ... You are playful, and never get angry to any jokes... I guess that's why in your last relationship when all of us think it woouldnt last... It lasted for so long... I am glad you are in a new relationship now... And the guy is better... Shhhhh... Keep it low... Haha... Much better in fact... I really wish you to have a very happy life after this...
When you get marry, I want be your "bun liong"... Hahaha... Take care and all the best! Learn to protect yourself more at times....
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Words before leave (8) : CKL vs CKY
I bet you will never guess I will write about you le... Haha... Surprised? I bet you are not the only one to feel so... Hahaha...
Honestly speaking, very initially, I chat with you just because of CJS... (I am honest, so no secret... But cannot break so much also) I really wanted to help him that time... I guess it is fate that in the end we become good friend... Maybe we don't need to worry about secrets being revealed, I don't know about how you think, but to me, I think that you are one of the very few people who actually know me very well... Haha... I have many secrets in your hands, you have many in mine as well, I believe...
In the end I couldn't help much... That's pretty sad... But I am very glad that you two are still good friends... I hope I didn't "bang dao mang"...
I still remember we talked about our dreams... Time flies... Now we are both walking in roads that we never expected at that moment, right?
I am leaving already... I am glad that I made this friend... This caring friend of mine... I really wish you can achieve what you want... All the best ya!
Honestly speaking, very initially, I chat with you just because of CJS... (I am honest, so no secret... But cannot break so much also) I really wanted to help him that time... I guess it is fate that in the end we become good friend... Maybe we don't need to worry about secrets being revealed, I don't know about how you think, but to me, I think that you are one of the very few people who actually know me very well... Haha... I have many secrets in your hands, you have many in mine as well, I believe...
In the end I couldn't help much... That's pretty sad... But I am very glad that you two are still good friends... I hope I didn't "bang dao mang"...
I still remember we talked about our dreams... Time flies... Now we are both walking in roads that we never expected at that moment, right?
I am leaving already... I am glad that I made this friend... This caring friend of mine... I really wish you can achieve what you want... All the best ya!
Words before leave (9) : CKL vs SS
I am leaving already... Don't know whether you still remember the date I am leaving... Haha...
My form 6 life would be a hard time without you... Though you might not really sense how much you helped... I am not as strong as you might imagined...
We are now on two very different roads... Though I tried to make them meet... I failed... In the end whether I will keep my promise or not... It all lies in the hand of God... I can't say anything now... ^^
I was still wondering why... Until very recently, I suddenly understand... How it feels... I might not know the results... But I will let everything to go the way it should... ^^ I am happy, I get to understand before I leave this land...
It is always joyful to know life there is letting you enjoy... I always know you can live well and take care of yourself very good... Keep it up... Like how you have always been doing... ^^
My form 6 life would be a hard time without you... Though you might not really sense how much you helped... I am not as strong as you might imagined...
We are now on two very different roads... Though I tried to make them meet... I failed... In the end whether I will keep my promise or not... It all lies in the hand of God... I can't say anything now... ^^
I was still wondering why... Until very recently, I suddenly understand... How it feels... I might not know the results... But I will let everything to go the way it should... ^^ I am happy, I get to understand before I leave this land...
It is always joyful to know life there is letting you enjoy... I always know you can live well and take care of yourself very good... Keep it up... Like how you have always been doing... ^^
Saturday, July 18, 2009
High Praise 2009
Hmm... I am not sure, but I guess there are people who actually will feel happy that I actually blog about it... Haha...
As what I mentioned in the last post, I am willing to attend any Christian-based activities... I guess that inspired Mr. Chin to invite me to go for this High Praise 2009 organized by Christian Fellowship of ACS, at 17th June 2009... I went to Kampar that day since early morning... To visit Jinn Shian... And I brought him along to that event... "See see look look" is what say I...
Some might find it weird that I actually appeared in that event, some might not... Trust me that I belong to the former... I am actually quite excited and looking forward to get to know more about this "religion"... Well, that's my motive, and I guess I had achieved it pretty well...
OK, first thing i must say, those people with the surname 陈 are very much not trustworthy... Remember there was this part where we are SUPPOSED to CLOSE our eyes... These two fellows beside me actually didn't close their eyes... WTH... But nevermind... I dare to do, I dare to admit... When they asked me whether I am willing to... Erm... I forgot what was that... It was something like to believe and love the Lord... I raised my hand... OK, you didn't see wrongly... I RAISED MY HAND...
One thing I learnt from this event is, I think I get to know more about Christianity... Maybe I never mentioned before, I certainly learnt more about Buddhism in my life before this... So at times I am actually not so used to the Christians' way... If you don't understand can ask me, it is very hard to explain in words... But I think after this night, I think I accept Christian more than I did before, when I was writing my last post...
Why? I did say I pray to God at times right? I think it is not fair if I don't love God but yet I am asking for His love during times when I need God's help... And I think if I chose to attend activities, I can't go there like I am an outsider and not commiting fully into it... It is meaningless... So expect me to be better next time... ^^
I think this religion issue is taking places more than it deserves in my blog... It makes me look like I care about it alot... So I guess it ends here... Still wanna know what am I now? Lolz... Please refer to the last post... Hiek hiek hiek....
As what I mentioned in the last post, I am willing to attend any Christian-based activities... I guess that inspired Mr. Chin to invite me to go for this High Praise 2009 organized by Christian Fellowship of ACS, at 17th June 2009... I went to Kampar that day since early morning... To visit Jinn Shian... And I brought him along to that event... "See see look look" is what say I...
Some might find it weird that I actually appeared in that event, some might not... Trust me that I belong to the former... I am actually quite excited and looking forward to get to know more about this "religion"... Well, that's my motive, and I guess I had achieved it pretty well...
OK, first thing i must say, those people with the surname 陈 are very much not trustworthy... Remember there was this part where we are SUPPOSED to CLOSE our eyes... These two fellows beside me actually didn't close their eyes... WTH... But nevermind... I dare to do, I dare to admit... When they asked me whether I am willing to... Erm... I forgot what was that... It was something like to believe and love the Lord... I raised my hand... OK, you didn't see wrongly... I RAISED MY HAND...
One thing I learnt from this event is, I think I get to know more about Christianity... Maybe I never mentioned before, I certainly learnt more about Buddhism in my life before this... So at times I am actually not so used to the Christians' way... If you don't understand can ask me, it is very hard to explain in words... But I think after this night, I think I accept Christian more than I did before, when I was writing my last post...
Why? I did say I pray to God at times right? I think it is not fair if I don't love God but yet I am asking for His love during times when I need God's help... And I think if I chose to attend activities, I can't go there like I am an outsider and not commiting fully into it... It is meaningless... So expect me to be better next time... ^^
I think this religion issue is taking places more than it deserves in my blog... It makes me look like I care about it alot... So I guess it ends here... Still wanna know what am I now? Lolz... Please refer to the last post... Hiek hiek hiek....
Friday, June 26, 2009
Talk about religion...
Do you know I am a member of both Buddhist Club and Christian Fellowship? For Buddhist Club, I often tell others that I joined to support our Dai Lou... As for Christian Fellowship, I guess they wrote my name out of accident... But, actually, I won't do things unless I am interested in them... Buddhism, a religion that I know for the longest time, not the best... It is actually a very interesting thing to learn... So there are actually interests there... Lolz... And for the second half part of my upper six life, I had been doing morning prayer almost every morning, joining the Christian Fellowship... And I went for their function in MYC for once, so they have my name written down... Lolz...
So, what am I? A Buddhist? A Christian? That's actually a very good question...
I learn Buddhism, but I am not a Buddhist... Buddhism is a form of education... An education that claims to be one of the most complete education as it not only teach about things in life but also pre-life and after-life... It is interesting, undoubtedly... I am happy to be educated...
I pray to God at times, but I am not a Christian... They say it is a kind of relationship... My friends need it alot, so do I... I pray to Him for good things to happen... Instead of doubting the existance of God, I prefer to choose to believe that He is there... Someone to help when our powers are so limited... I pray for good things, and I feel happy when they come real...
So, again, what am I now? Muslim? Taoist? Hindu?
I believe that, good things are worthy to do... To get good education is worthy, to pray for good things is worthy as well... So what's with the choice? It doesn't really matter anymore, right? We shouldn't be stingy in doing good things... I choose to believe all, and none... That's me, I am a free thinker... Doubt it not!
So, don't feel shy to invite me for Christian activities... I can pray to God... And don't hesitate to let me know more about Buddhism, I like it...
That's the benefit of being a free thinker! Hehe...
So, what am I? A Buddhist? A Christian? That's actually a very good question...
I learn Buddhism, but I am not a Buddhist... Buddhism is a form of education... An education that claims to be one of the most complete education as it not only teach about things in life but also pre-life and after-life... It is interesting, undoubtedly... I am happy to be educated...
I pray to God at times, but I am not a Christian... They say it is a kind of relationship... My friends need it alot, so do I... I pray to Him for good things to happen... Instead of doubting the existance of God, I prefer to choose to believe that He is there... Someone to help when our powers are so limited... I pray for good things, and I feel happy when they come real...
So, again, what am I now? Muslim? Taoist? Hindu?
I believe that, good things are worthy to do... To get good education is worthy, to pray for good things is worthy as well... So what's with the choice? It doesn't really matter anymore, right? We shouldn't be stingy in doing good things... I choose to believe all, and none... That's me, I am a free thinker... Doubt it not!
So, don't feel shy to invite me for Christian activities... I can pray to God... And don't hesitate to let me know more about Buddhism, I like it...
That's the benefit of being a free thinker! Hehe...
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