I have always been thinking... If I go to HK and never come back... You will the friend that I will miss the most in Malaysia... We went through so many things... I guess our bonding cant be described by words...
The moment I go to Form 6, I thought it is fate that we will study together... For one moment, I thought, maybe it will continue, until the very end... Like it has always been... Well, that was a short moment, it doesn't take me long to realize that we will part, no matter how... That's sad... Very... Nevertheless, it is a blessing that we both got what we wanted... Abroad for me, and same uni and course with lover for you... To me, I guess our hardwork pays... *shake hand*
I appreciate what you have done for me before I leave... Birthday celebration, farewell, gift, etc... Thank you... I will never forget... This is just possibly my last birthday in Malaysia, but it is surely, one of the most unforgetable one...
From kids, now we are semi-adults... I bet with my life that you will live your live well, I have faith... Still, I wish your road will be a happy one... Now at tough times, we will both lose a big aid in life... At least I think I lose one... Still, be strong! All the best in your basketball road as well... I will come back to Malaysia, this is for sure... At least, I will surely attend your wedding... Make sure you are not marrying other girl ah... Hahaha...
Take care!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Words before leave (2) : CKL vs CDJ
For one second, I wondered the name in the title should be CD or CDJ... Haha... Guess it doesnt matter...
It is really really sad, when I know that you can't get what you desire for public uni... I seriously think you deserve something better... It is not because of your results, though your results, to me, is good enough to get into your desired course... There are people like FXX who got better results than you yet not getting anything but I still like "yeah!" inside my heart... I always think that good people should have good rewards... Doubt it not, you are good... And I guess we will never know whether you get good rewards or not until the very end... so, cheer!
Honestly, I wasn't cheating when I say you are a good person... A good, kind hearted person... Maybe sometimes people see it as stupid, but no worry... You will always have my support, though this support is leaving soon^^ Keep it up... I pray to God that you will persevere this heart of yours...
I am pretty grateful when everyone leaves for their uni, you are still here to train basketball with me... And ajak me out for outings at times... Actually I like to hang out with you... At times, I can learn a lot of new things, maybe without you realizing... Thank you for being such a good friend...
Wish you all the best in Setapak next year... Don't remember things that you should forget... And never forget to try to stop smoking... I am waiting... See you when I see you...
It is really really sad, when I know that you can't get what you desire for public uni... I seriously think you deserve something better... It is not because of your results, though your results, to me, is good enough to get into your desired course... There are people like FXX who got better results than you yet not getting anything but I still like "yeah!" inside my heart... I always think that good people should have good rewards... Doubt it not, you are good... And I guess we will never know whether you get good rewards or not until the very end... so, cheer!
Honestly, I wasn't cheating when I say you are a good person... A good, kind hearted person... Maybe sometimes people see it as stupid, but no worry... You will always have my support, though this support is leaving soon^^ Keep it up... I pray to God that you will persevere this heart of yours...
I am pretty grateful when everyone leaves for their uni, you are still here to train basketball with me... And ajak me out for outings at times... Actually I like to hang out with you... At times, I can learn a lot of new things, maybe without you realizing... Thank you for being such a good friend...
Wish you all the best in Setapak next year... Don't remember things that you should forget... And never forget to try to stop smoking... I am waiting... See you when I see you...
Words before leave (3) : CKL vs LV
Among 3, I meet you the least in these last days of mine in Malaysia... Johor is a far place afterall... Nevertheless, trust me that your presence itself is crucial... Since companion is important... Quoting Minami Koutarou... Especially in watching Kamen Rider, if not people say childish also noone accompany... Haha...
Thank you, for sharing fun with me... For the past two years we shared the fun together... Without you, I will never gain the fun of watching Minami Koutarou in the monitor again as Taiyo no Ko... There wouldnt be Tsukasa, Kurenai Otoya, Takumi, not to forget Setsuna, Lockon, 00 and so on... Imagine how pale my life would be for the past two years without them...
Sorry, for all the critics I have done on you... Thinking back, I think it is pretty unfair to you... And I bet I was, and have been in no place to say anything bad about you... I apologize, please forgive me... Guess I will not do that again, since there is no chance... Not because I am far away... As I start to have faith in you... You will not do anything to disappoint us... ^^
Enjoy your life in Johor... Hope you and Abby happy and sweet forever... All the best...
Thank you, for sharing fun with me... For the past two years we shared the fun together... Without you, I will never gain the fun of watching Minami Koutarou in the monitor again as Taiyo no Ko... There wouldnt be Tsukasa, Kurenai Otoya, Takumi, not to forget Setsuna, Lockon, 00 and so on... Imagine how pale my life would be for the past two years without them...
Sorry, for all the critics I have done on you... Thinking back, I think it is pretty unfair to you... And I bet I was, and have been in no place to say anything bad about you... I apologize, please forgive me... Guess I will not do that again, since there is no chance... Not because I am far away... As I start to have faith in you... You will not do anything to disappoint us... ^^
Enjoy your life in Johor... Hope you and Abby happy and sweet forever... All the best...
Words before leave (4) : CKL vs CJS
I told you I stopped at your post... It wasn't really due to dizzy... Mostly because I want to wait for the gathering... Make it once and for all... Haha...
I think if I were to choose one friend that I owe the most, you would be chosen... Last time when you leave also I didn't do so much for you, like how you did to me... Everytime you come back from Russia you would bring something for me... These last few days, from Kampar one day trip to Ipoh gathering... Despite those time and money you spent on me, care and fun we shared, they cant be described by words...
Thank you so much... For everything you did... To recall how we become friends is really funny... We knew through internet... And in the end we become so close... I guess it was pretty much unpredicted... Lolz... Maybe that's fate... If it is that way, I really appreciate fate for letting me to have such a caring friend...
I saw you wanted to cry before you leave my car... For one second I wanted to as well... Just one second... ^^ But I have always been wanting a pleasant farewell... So, please don't cry... Be happy... We will surely meet again...
Walk straight, and stay strong while living your life... You will always have my support, you are not alone...
I think if I were to choose one friend that I owe the most, you would be chosen... Last time when you leave also I didn't do so much for you, like how you did to me... Everytime you come back from Russia you would bring something for me... These last few days, from Kampar one day trip to Ipoh gathering... Despite those time and money you spent on me, care and fun we shared, they cant be described by words...
Thank you so much... For everything you did... To recall how we become friends is really funny... We knew through internet... And in the end we become so close... I guess it was pretty much unpredicted... Lolz... Maybe that's fate... If it is that way, I really appreciate fate for letting me to have such a caring friend...
I saw you wanted to cry before you leave my car... For one second I wanted to as well... Just one second... ^^ But I have always been wanting a pleasant farewell... So, please don't cry... Be happy... We will surely meet again...
Walk straight, and stay strong while living your life... You will always have my support, you are not alone...
Words before leave (5) : CKL vs CKL
Doubt it not... It is you... The elder one... I doubt you will visit my blog... But I guess this post's existance is necessary...
We live together for 19 years... 5 siblings in the house, you are the closest to me all time... The helps you provided to me, directly and indirectly, are too many to count... In my heart, you are always a smarter person than me... Never a second I question your success in the future... If luck were on your side, i bet the success comes faster...
I think we are each others' rival without us realizing it... Maybe, it is more to me to learn from you than to compete with you... I really think you are far better than me when compared... There are so many things that I wanted to learn from you and yet not able to... So at times, I rely very much on your guidance, since yours are always wise... Now, I am leaving to live alone in HK... I guess it is really time for me to live on myself... I will never forget your advise in life... I really wont...
The sacrifice you did for the family, even if nobody appreciates, you will always have me to support and understand... You are a good brother and good son... I think I am going nowhere if there wasn't you... To me, you are a big brother I respect and love... I know that even one day the whole world betrays me, there will always be a brother to go to...
Thank you for everything all these years... I really really wish you to be able to achieve your dream... Don't forget that you always have my support...
You are still my best FIFA rival... 3 years... Train well... Wait me... DotA as well... Hehe...
We live together for 19 years... 5 siblings in the house, you are the closest to me all time... The helps you provided to me, directly and indirectly, are too many to count... In my heart, you are always a smarter person than me... Never a second I question your success in the future... If luck were on your side, i bet the success comes faster...
I think we are each others' rival without us realizing it... Maybe, it is more to me to learn from you than to compete with you... I really think you are far better than me when compared... There are so many things that I wanted to learn from you and yet not able to... So at times, I rely very much on your guidance, since yours are always wise... Now, I am leaving to live alone in HK... I guess it is really time for me to live on myself... I will never forget your advise in life... I really wont...
The sacrifice you did for the family, even if nobody appreciates, you will always have me to support and understand... You are a good brother and good son... I think I am going nowhere if there wasn't you... To me, you are a big brother I respect and love... I know that even one day the whole world betrays me, there will always be a brother to go to...
Thank you for everything all these years... I really really wish you to be able to achieve your dream... Don't forget that you always have my support...
You are still my best FIFA rival... 3 years... Train well... Wait me... DotA as well... Hehe...
Words before leave (6) : CKL vs LXR@YPS
I am going to meet one of you the next day after I write this post... Guess it is inevitable since I will leave after that... So have to write now^^
I wouldn't say I am still very into debate now that I remember the debate memories, so only I remember you and Pui San... Without two of you realizing it, you two actually played a very important role in my life... I am making it perfectly honest before I leave... ^^
You two might not recall, but I remember very clearly that... Initially, I was half-forced-cum-half-volunteered to enter the debate team... I was nothing that time... Maybe worse than that... I was an irresponsible and utterly useless person, not only in the debate team, but all time (a merely useless kid that time)... I did nothing in the team, I contributed nothing, I was very not cooperative, and the list go on... While two of you, so passionate in debate activities, learning so fast, contributed so much, and the list go on... I was really thinking to "chao geok" only actually... Haha... No matter how hard you two wanted to teach me and all, nothing much changed I guess...
I forgot how long this situation lasted... I still remember Wan Yun left the debate team and I was given the chance to finally go on the stage... I really totally "beh"... I didn't even stand once after my own speech... This situation lasted for few matches I guess... (So i am pretty paiseh to scold juniors actually)
With such situation, we couldn't last long in the competition... We lost... I strongly believe that the lost-cause was me... Maybe I don't like to lose, maybe I can't stand girls crying... I vowed from the bottom of my heart that I will become a good debater, and a good person... I bet you all know the difference after this... Actually there are some hidden "dong li"... Haha... I was trying my best to improve to impress LXR de... Hehe... (I said perfectly honest! Haha...) That's one of the reasons I improve so fast... Haha... And another reason is I am genius lah... Haha...
After all that, I think one of the reasons I can become Deputy Head Prefect was due to the Champion in Chinese Debate... And I think I changed to be better... It is all thanks to two of you, I learnt so much from two of you... And two of you gave me the chance that nobody had... Thank you so much...
To LXR: Actually we didn't even discuss about that after you know that I liked you... Haha... That was a funny accident... I can't stop laughing whenever I think back... Hahaha... Now think back, maybe should ask you how you feel, it should be funny... I don't know about you... But I wouldn't say there weren't any change after that incident happened... At times, I really still think it affects our relationship... For instance, I will think twice if I really want to talk to you, to prevent your misunderstand... Haha... That was last time lah... Bet you were sibeh happy when you know I like other girls... Hahaha... So now it becomes funny memories... Hehe...
We might not be very in touch after everything... Since we are on different route... But undoubtedly, you are always one of my best friends... At times, I know things that I say might hurt you... I never apologized to you... I want to take this chance to do so... "Sorry"x100, really... And I really know at times you sacrifice alot of time to keep this friendship going... I really appreciate it... Thank you...
Wish you and your bf happy and sweet forever... I will attend your wedding, even if you forget to invite me, like how you forget my birthday... Haha...
To YPS: First thing to say, is sorry... Weird huh? I also never said sorry to you... I think I made you cry for so many times during debate times... I really feel "dui bu qi" you at times... You taught me alot... Maybe you didn't realize also... Haha... Thank you... I always enjoy to talk to you... We can blow sky blow earth... My blow water skills developed from here.. Hahaha...
I said this post is to be perfectly honest... I have a question I wanna ask since long time ago: I heard rumor from nowhere that you liked me before, is that true? Hahaha... I am wondering if it is true then the relationship in debate team must be very "luan sui" that time... Lolz... I guess we are so "sook", no "gu ji" to answer this question... Haha... (Can answer me personally... Haha...)
Very happy to know that you are enjoying your life in Japan... To go to Japan with your loved one must be a very joyful thing to you since love is so important to you... ^^ I really feel glad and proud for you... Hope you wont forget me this small small friend when you are in Japan... Hehe... All the best!
I wouldn't say I am still very into debate now that I remember the debate memories, so only I remember you and Pui San... Without two of you realizing it, you two actually played a very important role in my life... I am making it perfectly honest before I leave... ^^
You two might not recall, but I remember very clearly that... Initially, I was half-forced-cum-half-volunteered to enter the debate team... I was nothing that time... Maybe worse than that... I was an irresponsible and utterly useless person, not only in the debate team, but all time (a merely useless kid that time)... I did nothing in the team, I contributed nothing, I was very not cooperative, and the list go on... While two of you, so passionate in debate activities, learning so fast, contributed so much, and the list go on... I was really thinking to "chao geok" only actually... Haha... No matter how hard you two wanted to teach me and all, nothing much changed I guess...
I forgot how long this situation lasted... I still remember Wan Yun left the debate team and I was given the chance to finally go on the stage... I really totally "beh"... I didn't even stand once after my own speech... This situation lasted for few matches I guess... (So i am pretty paiseh to scold juniors actually)
With such situation, we couldn't last long in the competition... We lost... I strongly believe that the lost-cause was me... Maybe I don't like to lose, maybe I can't stand girls crying... I vowed from the bottom of my heart that I will become a good debater, and a good person... I bet you all know the difference after this... Actually there are some hidden "dong li"... Haha... I was trying my best to improve to impress LXR de... Hehe... (I said perfectly honest! Haha...) That's one of the reasons I improve so fast... Haha... And another reason is I am genius lah... Haha...
After all that, I think one of the reasons I can become Deputy Head Prefect was due to the Champion in Chinese Debate... And I think I changed to be better... It is all thanks to two of you, I learnt so much from two of you... And two of you gave me the chance that nobody had... Thank you so much...
To LXR: Actually we didn't even discuss about that after you know that I liked you... Haha... That was a funny accident... I can't stop laughing whenever I think back... Hahaha... Now think back, maybe should ask you how you feel, it should be funny... I don't know about you... But I wouldn't say there weren't any change after that incident happened... At times, I really still think it affects our relationship... For instance, I will think twice if I really want to talk to you, to prevent your misunderstand... Haha... That was last time lah... Bet you were sibeh happy when you know I like other girls... Hahaha... So now it becomes funny memories... Hehe...
We might not be very in touch after everything... Since we are on different route... But undoubtedly, you are always one of my best friends... At times, I know things that I say might hurt you... I never apologized to you... I want to take this chance to do so... "Sorry"x100, really... And I really know at times you sacrifice alot of time to keep this friendship going... I really appreciate it... Thank you...
Wish you and your bf happy and sweet forever... I will attend your wedding, even if you forget to invite me, like how you forget my birthday... Haha...
To YPS: First thing to say, is sorry... Weird huh? I also never said sorry to you... I think I made you cry for so many times during debate times... I really feel "dui bu qi" you at times... You taught me alot... Maybe you didn't realize also... Haha... Thank you... I always enjoy to talk to you... We can blow sky blow earth... My blow water skills developed from here.. Hahaha...
I said this post is to be perfectly honest... I have a question I wanna ask since long time ago: I heard rumor from nowhere that you liked me before, is that true? Hahaha... I am wondering if it is true then the relationship in debate team must be very "luan sui" that time... Lolz... I guess we are so "sook", no "gu ji" to answer this question... Haha... (Can answer me personally... Haha...)
Very happy to know that you are enjoying your life in Japan... To go to Japan with your loved one must be a very joyful thing to you since love is so important to you... ^^ I really feel glad and proud for you... Hope you wont forget me this small small friend when you are in Japan... Hehe... All the best!
Words before leave (7) : CKL vs LPW@FLK
I am typing to family members of mine... My mother and my sister... Really will miss you two alot when I am in HK...
We are classmates since Standard 6... But we get to know each others well in Form 4, when you two sit in front of me and JieFu... I forgot how it started... We blow water like mad... And don't know since when, we tend to do many things together... Tuition, go out, etc... We become a gang... It is really nice to have two of you in the gang, we might not have done many special things together... But we have done MANY things together... That makes everything special...
Sorry... I knew there was once in Poi Lam that all of you actually think that I speak things that hurt... I never apologized to two of you... I really tried my very best to rectify it since then... I hope my improvement is satisfying...^^ And thanks for being such nice friends to let me know my mistakes before it is too late...
You two are the ones who have the highest attendance in my gatherings... Haha... I really enjoy to spend time with two of you... I think I will never find better friends in life... I appreciate... Very...
To LPW: Mum, I am leaving loh... Remember to take care of yourself... In our gang, your role is really like a mother... Sometimes, you lead us... Sometimes, you advise us... Sometimes, you support us... Sometimes, you entertain us... It is so nice to have you around... I am serious...^^
When I am not here, remember to continue take care of yourself... I always think you are a very independent girl... You know what you want and you know what are you doing... I always wish I can learn more from you... Hehe...
All the best in your studies... Help me to find a father soon ya... "Dan qing jia ting" no good... Haha...
To FLK: Sis r sis... I am going to leave loh...
I always wonder if you are my real sis, how good it will be? Haha... A beautiful, good and more importantly nice to me de sis... Where to find woh? Haha... I always think this sis of mine has very high EQ... You are playful, and never get angry to any jokes... I guess that's why in your last relationship when all of us think it woouldnt last... It lasted for so long... I am glad you are in a new relationship now... And the guy is better... Shhhhh... Keep it low... Haha... Much better in fact... I really wish you to have a very happy life after this...
When you get marry, I want be your "bun liong"... Hahaha... Take care and all the best! Learn to protect yourself more at times....
We are classmates since Standard 6... But we get to know each others well in Form 4, when you two sit in front of me and JieFu... I forgot how it started... We blow water like mad... And don't know since when, we tend to do many things together... Tuition, go out, etc... We become a gang... It is really nice to have two of you in the gang, we might not have done many special things together... But we have done MANY things together... That makes everything special...
Sorry... I knew there was once in Poi Lam that all of you actually think that I speak things that hurt... I never apologized to two of you... I really tried my very best to rectify it since then... I hope my improvement is satisfying...^^ And thanks for being such nice friends to let me know my mistakes before it is too late...
You two are the ones who have the highest attendance in my gatherings... Haha... I really enjoy to spend time with two of you... I think I will never find better friends in life... I appreciate... Very...
To LPW: Mum, I am leaving loh... Remember to take care of yourself... In our gang, your role is really like a mother... Sometimes, you lead us... Sometimes, you advise us... Sometimes, you support us... Sometimes, you entertain us... It is so nice to have you around... I am serious...^^
When I am not here, remember to continue take care of yourself... I always think you are a very independent girl... You know what you want and you know what are you doing... I always wish I can learn more from you... Hehe...
All the best in your studies... Help me to find a father soon ya... "Dan qing jia ting" no good... Haha...
To FLK: Sis r sis... I am going to leave loh...
I always wonder if you are my real sis, how good it will be? Haha... A beautiful, good and more importantly nice to me de sis... Where to find woh? Haha... I always think this sis of mine has very high EQ... You are playful, and never get angry to any jokes... I guess that's why in your last relationship when all of us think it woouldnt last... It lasted for so long... I am glad you are in a new relationship now... And the guy is better... Shhhhh... Keep it low... Haha... Much better in fact... I really wish you to have a very happy life after this...
When you get marry, I want be your "bun liong"... Hahaha... Take care and all the best! Learn to protect yourself more at times....
Words before leave (8) : CKL vs CKY
I bet you will never guess I will write about you le... Haha... Surprised? I bet you are not the only one to feel so... Hahaha...
Honestly speaking, very initially, I chat with you just because of CJS... (I am honest, so no secret... But cannot break so much also) I really wanted to help him that time... I guess it is fate that in the end we become good friend... Maybe we don't need to worry about secrets being revealed, I don't know about how you think, but to me, I think that you are one of the very few people who actually know me very well... Haha... I have many secrets in your hands, you have many in mine as well, I believe...
In the end I couldn't help much... That's pretty sad... But I am very glad that you two are still good friends... I hope I didn't "bang dao mang"...
I still remember we talked about our dreams... Time flies... Now we are both walking in roads that we never expected at that moment, right?
I am leaving already... I am glad that I made this friend... This caring friend of mine... I really wish you can achieve what you want... All the best ya!
Honestly speaking, very initially, I chat with you just because of CJS... (I am honest, so no secret... But cannot break so much also) I really wanted to help him that time... I guess it is fate that in the end we become good friend... Maybe we don't need to worry about secrets being revealed, I don't know about how you think, but to me, I think that you are one of the very few people who actually know me very well... Haha... I have many secrets in your hands, you have many in mine as well, I believe...
In the end I couldn't help much... That's pretty sad... But I am very glad that you two are still good friends... I hope I didn't "bang dao mang"...
I still remember we talked about our dreams... Time flies... Now we are both walking in roads that we never expected at that moment, right?
I am leaving already... I am glad that I made this friend... This caring friend of mine... I really wish you can achieve what you want... All the best ya!
Words before leave (9) : CKL vs SS
I am leaving already... Don't know whether you still remember the date I am leaving... Haha...
My form 6 life would be a hard time without you... Though you might not really sense how much you helped... I am not as strong as you might imagined...
We are now on two very different roads... Though I tried to make them meet... I failed... In the end whether I will keep my promise or not... It all lies in the hand of God... I can't say anything now... ^^
I was still wondering why... Until very recently, I suddenly understand... How it feels... I might not know the results... But I will let everything to go the way it should... ^^ I am happy, I get to understand before I leave this land...
It is always joyful to know life there is letting you enjoy... I always know you can live well and take care of yourself very good... Keep it up... Like how you have always been doing... ^^
My form 6 life would be a hard time without you... Though you might not really sense how much you helped... I am not as strong as you might imagined...
We are now on two very different roads... Though I tried to make them meet... I failed... In the end whether I will keep my promise or not... It all lies in the hand of God... I can't say anything now... ^^
I was still wondering why... Until very recently, I suddenly understand... How it feels... I might not know the results... But I will let everything to go the way it should... ^^ I am happy, I get to understand before I leave this land...
It is always joyful to know life there is letting you enjoy... I always know you can live well and take care of yourself very good... Keep it up... Like how you have always been doing... ^^
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