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请允许我在这里发泄我的情绪... TMD... 小弟正在面临我一生中前所未有的压力与困难... 怎么会发生这种事？为什么大家看起来这么轻松，却还做得比我好？我也不懂自己在说什么... 总之就是心理极其不平衡... 明明一向来面对压力轻松自如... 竟会搞到如此田地，实在是TMD失败... 或许一开始的选择就是错的... 受到极度约束或许不适合我... 没有一天是不怕自己失去资格... 没有一天... 之前还意气风发的说要来这里好好表现... 似乎太过妙想天开... 一开始的无知导致第一次的失败... 我明明就吸取了教训... 为什么？为什么差别会这么小？再这样下去恐怕离回家不远了吧...

Hmm... 我想，收拾一下炒了一张Paper的心情... 回到其他Paper上... 我想，钟奇霖天生就是很会自我催眠及自我鼓励的高手... 希望奇霖熬得过吧... 不管TMD是冰淇淋/火麒麟... 这一次还没有结束... 更何况还有下一次... 下一次，一定不会让任何事影响... 一定不会... 接下来的，尽最大的努力就是了...

A chat with my roommate

How I get to Atrium from my room

It has been a long time... ^^

Hello everybody... I am back... Feeling sorry for leaving this blog behind for a long time... Hahaha... I have been busy (excuse)... Lolz... Excuse me please...

I am good here... Joined Chinese Debate and REDbird Award Program... Both are very time consuming... But I think I am gaining from these two programs... It is worthwhile to sacrifice my study time for them... Hehe...

Back here to say that MAYBE, just MAYBE, I will start updating my blog in an old but new way... Video, but not me talking... But a little bit about my life... Hahaha... I guess that's what people concern though... Will try... ^^

Anyway, another reason that I abandoned this site is that I think uploading photos in Facebook is sufficient for everyone to know how I have been doing... So now I am trying to try a new way to make this blog alive... Hehe... TRYING...

敬请期待!

PS: DJ, will do your tag, I promise, when I am free... Hahaha... But you won't understand though... Hehe...

Words before leave (1) : CKL vs KSK

I have always been thinking... If I go to HK and never come back... You will the friend that I will miss the most in Malaysia... We went through so many things... I guess our bonding cant be described by words...

The moment I go to Form 6, I thought it is fate that we will study together... For one moment, I thought, maybe it will continue, until the very end... Like it has always been... Well, that was a short moment, it doesn't take me long to realize that we will part, no matter how... That's sad... Very... Nevertheless, it is a blessing that we both got what we wanted... Abroad for me, and same uni and course with lover for you... To me, I guess our hardwork pays... *shake hand*

I appreciate what you have done for me before I leave... Birthday celebration, farewell, gift, etc... Thank you... I will never forget... This is just possibly my last birthday in Malaysia, but it is surely, one of the most unforgetable one...

From kids, now we are semi-adults... I bet with my life that you will live your live well, I have faith... Still, I wish your road will be a happy one... Now at tough times, we will both lose a big aid in life... At least I think I lose one... Still, be strong! All the best in your basketball road as well... I will come back to Malaysia, this is for sure... At least, I will surely attend your wedding... Make sure you are not marrying other girl ah... Hahaha...

Take care!