I am going to meet one of you the next day after I write this post... Guess it is inevitable since I will leave after that... So have to write now^^
I wouldn't say I am still very into debate now that I remember the debate memories, so only I remember you and Pui San... Without two of you realizing it, you two actually played a very important role in my life... I am making it perfectly honest before I leave... ^^
You two might not recall, but I remember very clearly that... Initially, I was half-forced-cum-half-volunteered to enter the debate team... I was nothing that time... Maybe worse than that... I was an irresponsible and utterly useless person, not only in the debate team, but all time (a merely useless kid that time)... I did nothing in the team, I contributed nothing, I was very not cooperative, and the list go on... While two of you, so passionate in debate activities, learning so fast, contributed so much, and the list go on... I was really thinking to "chao geok" only actually... Haha... No matter how hard you two wanted to teach me and all, nothing much changed I guess...
I forgot how long this situation lasted... I still remember Wan Yun left the debate team and I was given the chance to finally go on the stage... I really totally "beh"... I didn't even stand once after my own speech... This situation lasted for few matches I guess... (So i am pretty paiseh to scold juniors actually)
With such situation, we couldn't last long in the competition... We lost... I strongly believe that the lost-cause was me... Maybe I don't like to lose, maybe I can't stand girls crying... I vowed from the bottom of my heart that I will become a good debater, and a good person... I bet you all know the difference after this... Actually there are some hidden "dong li"... Haha... I was trying my best to improve to impress LXR de... Hehe... (I said perfectly honest! Haha...) That's one of the reasons I improve so fast... Haha... And another reason is I am genius lah... Haha...
After all that, I think one of the reasons I can become Deputy Head Prefect was due to the Champion in Chinese Debate... And I think I changed to be better... It is all thanks to two of you, I learnt so much from two of you... And two of you gave me the chance that nobody had... Thank you so much...
To LXR: Actually we didn't even discuss about that after you know that I liked you... Haha... That was a funny accident... I can't stop laughing whenever I think back... Hahaha... Now think back, maybe should ask you how you feel, it should be funny... I don't know about you... But I wouldn't say there weren't any change after that incident happened... At times, I really still think it affects our relationship... For instance, I will think twice if I really want to talk to you, to prevent your misunderstand... Haha... That was last time lah... Bet you were sibeh happy when you know I like other girls... Hahaha... So now it becomes funny memories... Hehe...
We might not be very in touch after everything... Since we are on different route... But undoubtedly, you are always one of my best friends... At times, I know things that I say might hurt you... I never apologized to you... I want to take this chance to do so... "Sorry"x100, really... And I really know at times you sacrifice alot of time to keep this friendship going... I really appreciate it... Thank you...
Wish you and your bf happy and sweet forever... I will attend your wedding, even if you forget to invite me, like how you forget my birthday... Haha...
To YPS: First thing to say, is sorry... Weird huh? I also never said sorry to you... I think I made you cry for so many times during debate times... I really feel "dui bu qi" you at times... You taught me alot... Maybe you didn't realize also... Haha... Thank you... I always enjoy to talk to you... We can blow sky blow earth... My blow water skills developed from here.. Hahaha...
I said this post is to be perfectly honest... I have a question I wanna ask since long time ago: I heard rumor from nowhere that you liked me before, is that true? Hahaha... I am wondering if it is true then the relationship in debate team must be very "luan sui" that time... Lolz... I guess we are so "sook", no "gu ji" to answer this question... Haha... (Can answer me personally... Haha...)
Very happy to know that you are enjoying your life in Japan... To go to Japan with your loved one must be a very joyful thing to you since love is so important to you... ^^ I really feel glad and proud for you... Hope you wont forget me this small small friend when you are in Japan... Hehe... All the best!
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Words before leave (7) : CKL vs LPW@FLK
I am typing to family members of mine... My mother and my sister... Really will miss you two alot when I am in HK...
We are classmates since Standard 6... But we get to know each others well in Form 4, when you two sit in front of me and JieFu... I forgot how it started... We blow water like mad... And don't know since when, we tend to do many things together... Tuition, go out, etc... We become a gang... It is really nice to have two of you in the gang, we might not have done many special things together... But we have done MANY things together... That makes everything special...
Sorry... I knew there was once in Poi Lam that all of you actually think that I speak things that hurt... I never apologized to two of you... I really tried my very best to rectify it since then... I hope my improvement is satisfying...^^ And thanks for being such nice friends to let me know my mistakes before it is too late...
You two are the ones who have the highest attendance in my gatherings... Haha... I really enjoy to spend time with two of you... I think I will never find better friends in life... I appreciate... Very...
To LPW: Mum, I am leaving loh... Remember to take care of yourself... In our gang, your role is really like a mother... Sometimes, you lead us... Sometimes, you advise us... Sometimes, you support us... Sometimes, you entertain us... It is so nice to have you around... I am serious...^^
When I am not here, remember to continue take care of yourself... I always think you are a very independent girl... You know what you want and you know what are you doing... I always wish I can learn more from you... Hehe...
All the best in your studies... Help me to find a father soon ya... "Dan qing jia ting" no good... Haha...
To FLK: Sis r sis... I am going to leave loh...
I always wonder if you are my real sis, how good it will be? Haha... A beautiful, good and more importantly nice to me de sis... Where to find woh? Haha... I always think this sis of mine has very high EQ... You are playful, and never get angry to any jokes... I guess that's why in your last relationship when all of us think it woouldnt last... It lasted for so long... I am glad you are in a new relationship now... And the guy is better... Shhhhh... Keep it low... Haha... Much better in fact... I really wish you to have a very happy life after this...
When you get marry, I want be your "bun liong"... Hahaha... Take care and all the best! Learn to protect yourself more at times....
We are classmates since Standard 6... But we get to know each others well in Form 4, when you two sit in front of me and JieFu... I forgot how it started... We blow water like mad... And don't know since when, we tend to do many things together... Tuition, go out, etc... We become a gang... It is really nice to have two of you in the gang, we might not have done many special things together... But we have done MANY things together... That makes everything special...
Sorry... I knew there was once in Poi Lam that all of you actually think that I speak things that hurt... I never apologized to two of you... I really tried my very best to rectify it since then... I hope my improvement is satisfying...^^ And thanks for being such nice friends to let me know my mistakes before it is too late...
You two are the ones who have the highest attendance in my gatherings... Haha... I really enjoy to spend time with two of you... I think I will never find better friends in life... I appreciate... Very...
To LPW: Mum, I am leaving loh... Remember to take care of yourself... In our gang, your role is really like a mother... Sometimes, you lead us... Sometimes, you advise us... Sometimes, you support us... Sometimes, you entertain us... It is so nice to have you around... I am serious...^^
When I am not here, remember to continue take care of yourself... I always think you are a very independent girl... You know what you want and you know what are you doing... I always wish I can learn more from you... Hehe...
All the best in your studies... Help me to find a father soon ya... "Dan qing jia ting" no good... Haha...
To FLK: Sis r sis... I am going to leave loh...
I always wonder if you are my real sis, how good it will be? Haha... A beautiful, good and more importantly nice to me de sis... Where to find woh? Haha... I always think this sis of mine has very high EQ... You are playful, and never get angry to any jokes... I guess that's why in your last relationship when all of us think it woouldnt last... It lasted for so long... I am glad you are in a new relationship now... And the guy is better... Shhhhh... Keep it low... Haha... Much better in fact... I really wish you to have a very happy life after this...
When you get marry, I want be your "bun liong"... Hahaha... Take care and all the best! Learn to protect yourself more at times....
Words before leave (8) : CKL vs CKY
I bet you will never guess I will write about you le... Haha... Surprised? I bet you are not the only one to feel so... Hahaha...
Honestly speaking, very initially, I chat with you just because of CJS... (I am honest, so no secret... But cannot break so much also) I really wanted to help him that time... I guess it is fate that in the end we become good friend... Maybe we don't need to worry about secrets being revealed, I don't know about how you think, but to me, I think that you are one of the very few people who actually know me very well... Haha... I have many secrets in your hands, you have many in mine as well, I believe...
In the end I couldn't help much... That's pretty sad... But I am very glad that you two are still good friends... I hope I didn't "bang dao mang"...
I still remember we talked about our dreams... Time flies... Now we are both walking in roads that we never expected at that moment, right?
I am leaving already... I am glad that I made this friend... This caring friend of mine... I really wish you can achieve what you want... All the best ya!
Honestly speaking, very initially, I chat with you just because of CJS... (I am honest, so no secret... But cannot break so much also) I really wanted to help him that time... I guess it is fate that in the end we become good friend... Maybe we don't need to worry about secrets being revealed, I don't know about how you think, but to me, I think that you are one of the very few people who actually know me very well... Haha... I have many secrets in your hands, you have many in mine as well, I believe...
In the end I couldn't help much... That's pretty sad... But I am very glad that you two are still good friends... I hope I didn't "bang dao mang"...
I still remember we talked about our dreams... Time flies... Now we are both walking in roads that we never expected at that moment, right?
I am leaving already... I am glad that I made this friend... This caring friend of mine... I really wish you can achieve what you want... All the best ya!
Words before leave (9) : CKL vs SS
I am leaving already... Don't know whether you still remember the date I am leaving... Haha...
My form 6 life would be a hard time without you... Though you might not really sense how much you helped... I am not as strong as you might imagined...
We are now on two very different roads... Though I tried to make them meet... I failed... In the end whether I will keep my promise or not... It all lies in the hand of God... I can't say anything now... ^^
I was still wondering why... Until very recently, I suddenly understand... How it feels... I might not know the results... But I will let everything to go the way it should... ^^ I am happy, I get to understand before I leave this land...
It is always joyful to know life there is letting you enjoy... I always know you can live well and take care of yourself very good... Keep it up... Like how you have always been doing... ^^
My form 6 life would be a hard time without you... Though you might not really sense how much you helped... I am not as strong as you might imagined...
We are now on two very different roads... Though I tried to make them meet... I failed... In the end whether I will keep my promise or not... It all lies in the hand of God... I can't say anything now... ^^
I was still wondering why... Until very recently, I suddenly understand... How it feels... I might not know the results... But I will let everything to go the way it should... ^^ I am happy, I get to understand before I leave this land...
It is always joyful to know life there is letting you enjoy... I always know you can live well and take care of yourself very good... Keep it up... Like how you have always been doing... ^^
Saturday, July 18, 2009
High Praise 2009
Hmm... I am not sure, but I guess there are people who actually will feel happy that I actually blog about it... Haha...
As what I mentioned in the last post, I am willing to attend any Christian-based activities... I guess that inspired Mr. Chin to invite me to go for this High Praise 2009 organized by Christian Fellowship of ACS, at 17th June 2009... I went to Kampar that day since early morning... To visit Jinn Shian... And I brought him along to that event... "See see look look" is what say I...
Some might find it weird that I actually appeared in that event, some might not... Trust me that I belong to the former... I am actually quite excited and looking forward to get to know more about this "religion"... Well, that's my motive, and I guess I had achieved it pretty well...
OK, first thing i must say, those people with the surname 陈 are very much not trustworthy... Remember there was this part where we are SUPPOSED to CLOSE our eyes... These two fellows beside me actually didn't close their eyes... WTH... But nevermind... I dare to do, I dare to admit... When they asked me whether I am willing to... Erm... I forgot what was that... It was something like to believe and love the Lord... I raised my hand... OK, you didn't see wrongly... I RAISED MY HAND...
One thing I learnt from this event is, I think I get to know more about Christianity... Maybe I never mentioned before, I certainly learnt more about Buddhism in my life before this... So at times I am actually not so used to the Christians' way... If you don't understand can ask me, it is very hard to explain in words... But I think after this night, I think I accept Christian more than I did before, when I was writing my last post...
Why? I did say I pray to God at times right? I think it is not fair if I don't love God but yet I am asking for His love during times when I need God's help... And I think if I chose to attend activities, I can't go there like I am an outsider and not commiting fully into it... It is meaningless... So expect me to be better next time... ^^
I think this religion issue is taking places more than it deserves in my blog... It makes me look like I care about it alot... So I guess it ends here... Still wanna know what am I now? Lolz... Please refer to the last post... Hiek hiek hiek....
As what I mentioned in the last post, I am willing to attend any Christian-based activities... I guess that inspired Mr. Chin to invite me to go for this High Praise 2009 organized by Christian Fellowship of ACS, at 17th June 2009... I went to Kampar that day since early morning... To visit Jinn Shian... And I brought him along to that event... "See see look look" is what say I...
Some might find it weird that I actually appeared in that event, some might not... Trust me that I belong to the former... I am actually quite excited and looking forward to get to know more about this "religion"... Well, that's my motive, and I guess I had achieved it pretty well...
OK, first thing i must say, those people with the surname 陈 are very much not trustworthy... Remember there was this part where we are SUPPOSED to CLOSE our eyes... These two fellows beside me actually didn't close their eyes... WTH... But nevermind... I dare to do, I dare to admit... When they asked me whether I am willing to... Erm... I forgot what was that... It was something like to believe and love the Lord... I raised my hand... OK, you didn't see wrongly... I RAISED MY HAND...
One thing I learnt from this event is, I think I get to know more about Christianity... Maybe I never mentioned before, I certainly learnt more about Buddhism in my life before this... So at times I am actually not so used to the Christians' way... If you don't understand can ask me, it is very hard to explain in words... But I think after this night, I think I accept Christian more than I did before, when I was writing my last post...
Why? I did say I pray to God at times right? I think it is not fair if I don't love God but yet I am asking for His love during times when I need God's help... And I think if I chose to attend activities, I can't go there like I am an outsider and not commiting fully into it... It is meaningless... So expect me to be better next time... ^^
I think this religion issue is taking places more than it deserves in my blog... It makes me look like I care about it alot... So I guess it ends here... Still wanna know what am I now? Lolz... Please refer to the last post... Hiek hiek hiek....
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